Showing posts with label Melancholy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Melancholy. Show all posts

Friday, 31 August 2018

A Big Puddle

Merrily, merrily
time slips away —

No sound but
her cotton rustling.

I’m a rusty tap,
leaking words.

May this puddle
fill her silence.

Wednesday, 27 December 2017

I 'd Rather be a Shepherd Dog

Jumping through the hoops of an emerald jungle,
a fawn; old lassos of shiftiness of being: tilting, swinging – from the branches –
the clicks of its follies, hitting against the pebbles of sorrows,
clacking like hoofs.

To each his own.

I’d rather be a shepherd dog:
restless but stubborn like hell.
Guttling the innards of the mournful demons who came
cloaked in a hoof dust dusk, shrieking, I could tell –

Fuckers! They were born of my own.

Wednesday, 24 August 2011

A Clumsy Parable

Parashuraman, OLA- S566, is a strange man.
When he goes to bed at the Parvati Chawl, his yellow black auto-rickshaw rested beside a corporation vat, his dead mother comes to sleep beside him.
“Har, har,’ snickers Langda Raju, his paramour, lifting a ‘Blue Riband’, pointing a poison finger at him, ‘Bonkers, Pashu. Your amma is still alive!” Parashuraman’s melancholic eyes gleam.
He knows, he knows. It is an impossible problem.

The ghost
of my desire
whispers
from the craters
of the nightly dreams.
Their voices
are echoing-


Deepali Sane, XII A, 14, is a lover of prisms.
In the lab, the assistant Kumthekar Kaka issues her two prisms instead of the regular student quota of one. Placing them on a white paper, one after the other, she goes to the window to fetch the light.
The frivolous rays are netted. They scatter. She begins counting, “7, 13, 29, 67, 91, 4, 48 …”
When the rays emerge from the second prism, white and whole again, she multiplies them silently in her head. When the teacher arrives to ask her the measure, ‘3089276736’ is written in her notebook.


A terrible repetition.
Dark water
on one side,
disappointment
on another.
No sun.
No compass to the north.


Darpan Sen, CMO, UTEX Communications, Inc., sees himself.
Climbing up the staircase, during a power cut, of his Baner apartment- from the parking lot to the barbarous fourth floor- he sees himself floating like a balloon in the air. A man, who resembles himself, stares at him from the bathroom mirror. Darpan Sen stares back. At night, while making love, his buttocks rise and fall- he watches their movements with disinterest.
The marriage counselor is in disbelief. She asks, “As if you are in a movie?”
“More like I am in a taxi,’ he replies. ‘It goes wherever I ask it to go. Even when I don’t wish to go there.”

Even when emptiness:
a different brass cup.
Full of remembrances-
it does not tell
how it has begun.
How it will end.

(The fiction was first published on EKL Review website. Here is the link: https://eklreview.com/a-clumsy-parable/)